Well, fuck, 2025 was a rollercoaster – some of the best and worst moments of my life. I knew combining family, motherhood, work, self-care, hobbies, and social life would require effort and right prioritisation, but I had no idea how difficult it would be to get it right. Every time I felt I finally figured it out, it would all fall apart, and I would have a mental breakdown. By the end of the year, I was sick, in constant pain, exhausted, angry, and frustrated. Maybe it was a much-needed sign that my priorities were wrong… again. Scrapping everything and starting 2026 with one resolution — to make it through alive and sane.
Enough whining though, it has also been the best year in so many moments. Sam has been the absolute joy and the source of infinite love. He’s becoming such a toddler – pure fun, force, and strong character. He’s always happy, loves to share, and is never afraid of anything. I love to see the world through his eyes. It’s in every moment from him being crazy about a-pu (sapo 🐸) to becoming obsessed with going down the slides. It’s about witnessing him learn new things, copying something after us, and seeing yourself in this little human.
Also, my support system may not be the biggest, but they’re incredible. You’re reading this message just because they were there for me through all my crying and stayed by my side helping, listening, supporting, and encouraging me.
I look back at pictures from the beginning of the year and I can’t believe so much happened, it feels like January 2025 was at least three years ago. Hoping for a calmer 2026 but still full of joy and love ❤️